File this under Bad Ideas

So I am meeting up with John tomorrow (at least we are suppose to meet up) for some cocktails after the office to catch up. Yes, this was my idea because I basically need to know if I really do want to continue a 'friendship' with him or if I should just cut it off completely.

Currently I have decided that this will be my theme song for tomorrow:



I Look So Good (Without You)
By Jessie James

Full Lyrics:

Hey boy, I would have thought that
When you left me I'd be broken
With my confidence gone, so gone

Hey boy, I would have thought that
When you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly and sense something was wrong

Standing in front of the mirror
My skins never been clearer
My smiles never been whiter

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair due
Looking fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through

Done with your lies
Baby, now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

Hey, I never would have thought that
When you left me I'd feel sexy
And so good in my skin again

And I never would have known that
I'd be dreaming so much better
Without you in my head

Standing in front of the mirror
My clothes never fit better
My, but I've never been louder

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair due
Looking fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through

Done with your lies
Baby, now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

Now baby, my body's looking better than before
Ain't biting my nails since you walked out of the door
I realize now I deserve so much more than what you give
Than what you give

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair due
Looking fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through

Done with your lies
Baby, now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

Of course I will be giving you an update at what went down at the meeting and how I am feeling after! At least I know I do look damn good since I have been without him! thanks 20lbs gone and I really did get a new hair do!

Lyrics from: eLyrics

Video from: You Tube