It is very hard to let go of something you think you want so badly. When I am not around him, I think rationally and realize that the situation isn't good enough for me. I want more. Then I make the mistake and see him, there is too much fun and chemistry. I fall back into the trap, time to take control and just say no.
I saw this from @ihatequotes on Twitter this morning:
"The good side of Goodbye is I can start a new beginning, and create a better ending. Stay positive!"
And I think this is how I need to start looking at my situation. Saying goodbye is going to suck for a bit but in the long run, I do want a better ending. Not only do I want it, I deserve it.
I am going to have to be strong, but I can do it.
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